What a depressing start to the new year……. Sigh. My year long ‘relationship’ or whatever you call it drew to a close. I never wanted this. Never. But you did. So I guess there was no point for me to hang on anymore. I never thought things would turn out the way it did. I wanted a peaceful closure but you never gave me the chance to have that. I must say though, I’ve had the best times of my life with you. Yes I do miss you, quite a lot actually. Especially when something interesting happens or maybe a juicy gossip or anything for that matter and I want to tell you about it but I have to constantly remind myself not to do so. It’s so difficult but I guess everything happens for a reason… For now, I guess I’ll just bury myself with schoolwork.
I hope one day you will find what you’re looking for. I wish you all the best in everything you do. Maybe someday we can be friends. I’ll be okay, eventually. I hope.
Love, me
X